You don't know what you got 'til it's gone

I thought I was doing the right thing,
but no one feels better.
No good came out of it, and I can't think of the logic
Why can't life be like math? With simple equations and simple straightforward answers.
Why can't I solve my problems like a calculator?

I can't figure out my list of priorities
but does listening to your heart give you what you really want?
What if I don't know what I want. What if I regret my choices.

This obviously wasn't meant to happen, but is there any going back?
I made this mess on my own, I have to suffer the consequences.
But why can't I see the point anymore? There's nothing anymore.
Nothing else feels right.


I love you.
And I'm crying again